After selling our house in late November, we are buying a house in the new year. It is both a exciting and trying time. We have been staying with family since late November. Thank God for family. I feel like my family has been ripped at the seams lately. My kids have been going to friends, family and everywhere in-between.
This whole thing is going to really help me appreciate having a house to call our own again. The one thing weighing me down right now is loneliness. I only have a handful of friends. Thats all I've ever had. I have never been popular, which has never really bothered me. I just wish I had more loyal ones. Flaky people drive me nuts, and it seems most of the friends I do have are flaky. I think I'm just lonely. I'm stuck in a house thats not my own, with things that are not my own. I'm living out of a box with my few belongings, feeling as though I dont have a space to call my own. Which, I dont at the moment. I hope this helps me to be grateful when we do have our house. This whole thing has been super uncomfortable.
I told myself I didnt want to whine on my blog so I will try to not do it very often. So, Ill tell myself to be grateful, Jackass.
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