Not everyone deserves your love

Today I am reminded that on this day, 3 years ago my mother had me served with papers suing me for Grandparents rights. What a piece of shit. Her husband sexually assaults my child, gets off with 30 days in county jail, not on the sex offender list and pays a fine less than some that were charged with marijuana possession. Its crap. It has definitely made me lose my faith in the justice system. I wouldnt let her see the kids, even changed their phone numbers. why, you ask? Because she made excuse after excuse on why her husband did what he did. And she is still with the pedophile. Want to know why she is a horrible grandparent? In her disclosing documents she wants the kids every third weekend and two weeks in the summer. At the place where the abuse occurred!! Nothing like making your grandkids relive the horror every time they visit. But hey! You have horses so it must be a great place to visit. If only the pedophile didnt live there. What an idiot. No one deserves to be abused. No one deserves to have excuses made on why the abuse happened. Abuse is abuse. She is no mother. She deserves no love from me. It is however a double edged sword. I will be the best parent I can be while receiving no love from others. My kids are everything and I will continue to try to make new and better memories to dull the pain of the past. Each year gets easier. I will never forget. However, I hope the pain lessens every day.