I can't

I can't breathe, my chest hurts. I feel so alone. New place where you know no one, it's so unfamiliar. The one person that you want to make it better doesn't know you exist. The pain is excriciating.

What can I say

I sit here with a heavy heart. I've made mistakes, burned bridges and now I'm in such a deep hole I don't know how to get out of it. I can't stop, it hurts so much. The one that holds so much of your heart always throws it the furthest.  I can't breathe, I can't talk, it hurts to think. 

Dallas

Went to Dallas Wednesday night for a Hand and Nail Harmony event.  I got in to town Wednesday night for the event on Thursday.  Had a good night with some of the harmony girls at night then off to the show on Thursday. Woo hoo!

The darkness of Shadows

I just got done reading The Darkness of Shadows. I was not quite prepared for the psychotic feel of this novel. It was horrific, but I loved every minute of it. If you know me, I love books that leave your emotions twisting and turning.. It grabbed ahold of me and didn't let go until I read the last page. Definitely a reader!!!

The S-Word by Chelsea

I just got done with this book and I must say, holy crap! It started off slow and I wasnt sure I knew where it was going, but if you just hang in there it will blow your socks off.

The kids are coming, the kids are coming!

My kids are coming up on Friday, and I cannot tell you how excited I am! I havent seen the kids since Labor Day. Im so excited that they get to come up to New England during peak leaf sightseeing times. Not only that, during October, Halloween time. Me and the kids love Halloween. The scary, haunted houses.. Oh yeah! Apple picking and pumpkin patches, I love the fall. So, the plans as of now are Salem, MA, of course. Ive always been semi obsessed or intrigued by witches. Salem is great. It has the perfect cobbled stone streets, and big, mature trees, its straight out of a fairy tale. Hopefully, I will be able to0 post some pictures afterward. I would love to take the kids to the beach, as they havent seen the ocean since being small children. It may be freezing though, so we will see how brave we feel. Today is lazy football Sunday. Hes watching football as I blog and read and do my lazy Sunday thing. I made chili in the crockpot and the most delicious cornbread. Perfect for our lazy, cold, raining day.

Breast cancer nails

I did my nails in honor of breast cancer awareness month. I found this idea on Instagram.

Just playing nails

I finally did my nails!

When you have all kinds of time, what do you do? I did my nails. I hate doing my own nails, but it's great for practice!

Safe and sound

We made it!! Time for a shower, nap and food. Not necessarily in that order. :) left most of the stuff in the car, ill deal with it tomorrow. For today, I rest.

Still going and going and going..

2043 miles, two days and two short nights sleeping in the car. I smell like death and I'm so beat. 

Halfway there

1249 miles and we are halfway there. 

Day two

Almost 800 miles in and we are in Nebraska. Never done a cross country trip before, so I'm weirdly excited to sit on my butt and see the country.

My new journey

I'm starting my new journey. Today I'm heading across the country an moving from Utah to Massachusetts. I'm writing from Wyoming and about two hours into my trip. I'm sure it will be a interesting trip and ill have plenty of time to fast and pray about my decisions.

Gelish

Acrylic art

Polka dot acrylic

Chevron french manicure

Froggy kids nails

Gelish and studs

Corset acrylic

Flower power

Mustache gelish

Kids gelish art

Gelish art

Gelish

Pointy almond with studs

Peacock

Acrylic 

Acrylic with shellac

Acrylic overlay with shellac

Nails

Two Silly Monkeys: Teacher Treats

 I cant wait to try this for Teacher appreciation week :)

Two Silly Monkeys: Teacher Treats: It was my turn to bring the teacher appreciation treats to school, and I found this awesome idea for a "Marvelous and Magnificent&...

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