I can't

I can't breathe, my chest hurts. I feel so alone. New place where you know no one, it's so unfamiliar. The one person that you want to make it better doesn't know you exist. The pain is excriciating.

What can I say

I sit here with a heavy heart. I've made mistakes, burned bridges and now I'm in such a deep hole I don't know how to get out of it. I can't stop, it hurts so much. The one that holds so much of your heart always throws it the furthest.  I can't breathe, I can't talk, it hurts to think.