Thursday, January 5, 2012

Out with the old, in with the new

After selling our house in late November, we are buying a house in the new year.  It is both a exciting and trying time.  We have been staying with family since late November.  Thank God for family.  I feel like my family has been ripped at the seams lately.  My kids have been going to friends, family and everywhere in-between.


This whole thing is going to really help me appreciate having a house to call our own again.  The one thing weighing me down right now is loneliness.  I only have a handful of friends.  Thats all I've ever had.  I have never been popular, which has never really bothered me.  I just wish I had more loyal ones.  Flaky people drive me nuts, and it seems most of the friends I do have are flaky.  I think I'm just lonely.  I'm stuck in a house thats not my own, with things that are not my own.  I'm living out of a box with my few belongings, feeling as though I dont have a space to call my own.  Which, I dont at the moment.  I hope this helps me to be grateful when we do have our house.  This whole thing has been super uncomfortable.

I told myself I didnt want to whine on my blog so I will try to not do it very often.  So, Ill tell myself to be grateful, Jackass.

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